Last weeks post I short version my direct Path to when I began to wake up. As I was saying in the last post the Brain, I know very little and that's what so amazing that my brain I could/can comprehend when I'm being explain things about the Brain and/or Mind. I have learned a few things mostly Thoughts become Things is more then just a saying...   I went through a lot of emotional Breakthroughs at least that's what I would like to call them. I began to run on autopilot however inside screaming.. My son's and I are lucky enough to have their father around he does the basics, however that isn't why were lucky. Robert has been the one person in my life that whenever there is hardship to be faced or something Not Planned he has an knack at looking for solutions rather than be gloomy or worry. He had always shared with me information about all kinds of things so it was no surprise when he introduced Moringa to me, soon I was using regularly. Moringa has been the one thing I know that has sustained my health and the wellness of my children. I have grown a bit more to say the least in knowledge of Self, Health and Nutrition now I'm about to embark on what you could call a Deep Clean..
I recently realized that in our journey as the human race, we have left clues throughout the ages of our experiences. We have created Myths that evolved to Religion and History and throughout this Journey we've forgotten we are the Human race. A whole that's been divided,  into billion's  to the point we do not even know our own Bodies and now they have declared WAR.
I know I am nobody yet part of the whole and I am taking the next big step in my personal life to not look better or even feel better however to do better by us all so ask that you follow my Journey. As of May First I will be starting my Deep Cleaning and this process will be about six weeks. However because it's so intense it's something I intend to continue as a new way of living... Yes you guessed it LIVING WELL..

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Jessica Harris @hairiswillsun

I'm Jessica a 34 yer old single Mother of Two Awesome Guys, Jonathan and Garrett. We live in Boston, MA.  My Sons are Natives (Born) I however born in Aug. 1980 am a Native of Florida born in, West Palm Beach, Fl.
In  April of 2006 I at 25 yrs of age a wild, fearless, tumbleweed took to Boston with excitement and enthusiasm. At the time I didn't realize it however I had visualize my life being here. I made a Conscious thought, this is where I will plant roots.
Soon I became Pregnant with my oldest, his father and I had know each other less than a Month.
 Aug. of 2006 I was told I would be a Mother I sat in waiting room laughing.. (more like giggling) and crying for about 20 mins.
That is where my personal Journey became Mine, not my family's or boyfriend's .. friends!
Just Mine..
Of course the Start of my Journey had begun at my own conception, however that is my mothers story .. FOR ANOTHER DAY!
My wake up call arrived Sept. 2009 - The day I was told I had given birth to a child who would be consider Special Needs. I was told He had a delay in his development, the Dr's diagnosis was PDD.
PERVASIVE DEVELOPMENT DISORDER
A.K.A   Autism.. Now Spectrum

My life became Sad and Heavy, I kept it moving however just the Motions were moving Outside and  Inside I was screaming! I had became overwhelmed to the point I Felt as if Nothing Well would come from me as if I were Cursed.
How could a Sweet, Adorable, Funny, Handsome, baby boy be a Curse?
I knew it was not his fault, I blamed myself his father God. I didn't even know what Autism was I heard of Autistic Kids being Geniuses however did not Know anything. I only knew I had a two and half year old who couldn't speak and would scream and fight when misunderstood. I being his Mother who Knew Nothing to help my child had to rely on basic instinct. No matter how much you know about children and or love them.. It is a completely different journey being an actual parent. The time we went with out knowing , my heart the Mother in me said to keep him close he needed me. My hurtles were more and more and when we finally found out that it was a developmental delay I could only focus on the how do I help my child develop. I searched the internet, I asked  every Dr and Specialist we encountered questions. I wanted to know everything, however It soon became a realization that the Dr's were still looking to understand this DEVELOPMENTAL Delay themselves and unless a individual had any knowledge of how the Brain worked it was something very complicated to explain. I continued to gather information soon I began to see the similarities in what I had been able to understand. The thing I  kept hearing was  DNA Structure and Cell Generation and other things like this. I soon learned how our body's worked and how the Brain is an  Awesome Super Muscle just in itself.
Jessica's Wake Up Call...