I'm Jessica a 34 yer old single Mother of Two Awesome Guys, Jonathan and Garrett. We live in Boston, MA.  My Sons are Natives (Born) I however born in Aug. 1980 am a Native of Florida born in, West Palm Beach, Fl.
In  April of 2006 I at 25 yrs of age a wild, fearless, tumbleweed took to Boston with excitement and enthusiasm. At the time I didn't realize it however I had visualize my life being here. I made a Conscious thought, this is where I will plant roots.
Soon I became Pregnant with my oldest, his father and I had know each other less than a Month.
 Aug. of 2006 I was told I would be a Mother I sat in waiting room laughing.. (more like giggling) and crying for about 20 mins.
That is where my personal Journey became Mine, not my family's or boyfriend's .. friends!
Just Mine..
Of course the Start of my Journey had begun at my own conception, however that is my mothers story .. FOR ANOTHER DAY!
My wake up call arrived Sept. 2009 - The day I was told I had given birth to a child who would be consider Special Needs. I was told He had a delay in his development, the Dr's diagnosis was PDD.
PERVASIVE DEVELOPMENT DISORDER
A.K.A   Autism.. Now Spectrum

My life became Sad and Heavy, I kept it moving however just the Motions were moving Outside and  Inside I was screaming! I had became overwhelmed to the point I Felt as if Nothing Well would come from me as if I were Cursed.
How could a Sweet, Adorable, Funny, Handsome, baby boy be a Curse?
I knew it was not his fault, I blamed myself his father God. I didn't even know what Autism was I heard of Autistic Kids being Geniuses however did not Know anything. I only knew I had a two and half year old who couldn't speak and would scream and fight when misunderstood. I being his Mother who Knew Nothing to help my child had to rely on basic instinct. No matter how much you know about children and or love them.. It is a completely different journey being an actual parent. The time we went with out knowing , my heart the Mother in me said to keep him close he needed me. My hurtles were more and more and when we finally found out that it was a developmental delay I could only focus on the how do I help my child develop. I searched the internet, I asked  every Dr and Specialist we encountered questions. I wanted to know everything, however It soon became a realization that the Dr's were still looking to understand this DEVELOPMENTAL Delay themselves and unless a individual had any knowledge of how the Brain worked it was something very complicated to explain. I continued to gather information soon I began to see the similarities in what I had been able to understand. The thing I  kept hearing was  DNA Structure and Cell Generation and other things like this. I soon learned how our body's worked and how the Brain is an  Awesome Super Muscle just in itself.
Jessica's Wake Up Call...